BIRTHDAY MORNING, 1991

 

First thing wake up

Look out window

Write poem beginning

"There is no window..."

 

So you think there is no light.

Light plays in a hollow place.

To face one face with so many legs,

Try them all in a single embrace.

 

This one's childish, this adultish,

Delicious, coltish... Smoothing

The forehead from sleep's foolish

Palette, waking up dancing together.

 

Wow. Yeah. C'mon Baby

Wake up and dance with me.

 

 

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DEBASED & TORRID AFFAIR

 

A cold wind blows under the door

Who cares. Though I grow old, I care, carefully

Keeping beside me, as I do, a sore, light,

And a big slick lick. As much rumor as riddle, to

Wit, the sore is my body, the light is another soul

Down the brown hall, and the lick, the lick

That night we had, my Dear, trading diseases

And sperm, so thick and good, I call our special night

BLASTOFF, and I never come back, I am not here

You can't find me and no, I am not a victim

I did it all with my sex which is where the body parts

Come together and follow the nerves to home

But it is the sex that leads, slowly sipping

Your lips, dipping a tongue to your nipple

And all the slicing precious rings placed round

Through parts hooked and would not let up on me

A lurched remains, leather cracking to the pink

It was a mindfuckful of pink black and jerking wet

I was walking naked down the crowded street

Because you made me until I turned torrid

To find crowds of hands led by you until

I turned torrid and a button on your pants

Fell with agonizing slowness, a stiff light stiff

Dear sweet elegance mouth

And married too

The tiny sweat

Of teeth

Has marked me

Beyond the tats

And skin borrowed

Just to provide a layer

Of protection

 

 

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DICKSTEIN

 

Her name

Was Dickstein

That's it

One name

Dickstein

The lawyer

She could do anything

She was Andy

Warhol's lawyer

I'm not getting tough

I'm just trying

To get my rights

That's why 

I called her

Dickstein

Her name was

Dickstein

 

 

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FOR THE BIRDS

 

The Birds are whispering

Tweets into my ears

Tweet tweet

Tweet tweet

I must be a Saint

St. All of a Sudden

 

What are they tweeting?

That is between

Me and the Birds

 

Now I am in The Birds

And they are in me

They are dive-bombing me

They seem no longer

To regard me as saint

And I seem to be running

As St. Alfred Lord Hitchcock

Screams out "Cut! Cut!"

 

However the Birds are not cutting

They are not whispering Tweets anymore either

They are slicing and diving

And I am running across the desert

 

Is it because I would not tell my own people

The secrets of the Birds?

Who are my people, anyway, I ponder

Now that I am a movie star

 

As I stumble on in the desert

Upon the answers I receive

Divine illumination and I see

Tiny insects swarm round the heads

Of the Birds that swarm round me

Tiny insects dive-bomb Birds

Birds dive-bomb me

 

I can no longer translate

Tweet tweet into Bzz bzz

Why do you hate me so

I wrote this in the movies

Even in the dark these thoughts

Do not stop dive-bombing

It is dark here

It is hard to write in the dark

It is hard to think in the dark

The bombing outside takes on a steady rhythm

As I pull down my mask, get runway clearance

And take off with my babies under my wings

Claws extended, bill open and screaming

Tweet tweet

 

 

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KICK BUTT. THEN WHAT?

 

The subtlety of a tank on your toes

The subtlety of a tongue in your eye

The subtlety of rows of Death Row

          Everything you do is your Last Thing

 

The subtlety of poetry searching

For war's meatafor

There is no image of war

So put on a human face

 

What is news

What is noise

Who knows what

Propaganda poetry employs

 

Chained to the anchor, ACT UP demonstrator

Fight AIDS, not Arabs

This is the news

Live on TV

 

Fags suck dick

Dykes lick labia

US out of Saudi Arabia

 

Dear Nation:

I resign as poetry editor because of the war

 

                    Signed,

                    Grace Schulman

 

Poets on every street corner

Hawking the real news

Demystification poetry posses

Read all about it

As subjective as Reality

As radical as Life

A map of the palm of your head

Disappearing into Madness Avenue

 

Hole in your head

Knifed meaning

Try piss-in-the-air bomb

(New nude variety)

Complete with nose camera

 

Dear Bob:

Sorry. Cannot SLAM Friday because of the war

 

Signed,

                         John Ashbery

 

Dear Bob:

Happy to read an Anti-war poem. All my poems are Anti-war Poems.

Goodbye.

                         Pedro Pietri

 

 This has been brought to you by Peace

not the absence of war

 

FLASH: Cromagnon just whipped Austrilopithicus's ass!!!

 

 Here we go again

 

No Winners War

 

No Thought War

 

No Shit War

 

No War

 

 

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MISSIONARY EPISTLE

 

I was just sitting down

When the world blew up

When the gun burped

When the bald guy's head blew off

 

And you can't usurp the poem

The power of the seemingly

The so-called forget-about-it meaningless

Beauty of beauty thing poem

 

That dashes the hopes of the dogmen

And lies in wait at supermarket checkout counters

And is broadcast so live it's skin

 

I was kissing my daughter when my heart

Pounded right out of my body

I was seeing double, the Future was only part

I was no longer panicked

The streets were red

 

Jazz was the anthem and a big box

Had enough lunch for the world

There was no more teaching and Who Cares

Was not a put down

Because you didn't have to care

Things cared for you

 

And guess what, I'm a bitter failure

And I feel pain and I'm happy baking

Flour into lives and a nutritious

Momentary collapse is all I ask for

 

So translate these whistles of spit

Whipping through the airless void

And bring back Life itself,

You, Missionary of Chaos and Joy

 

 

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PERMANENT VIRGIN

               for India Hixon

 

Invisible slips

Out of the Dictionary

I slip in

 

 

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SNORE BALONEY

 

Get in line to be bored

It's your turn now - bore on

Ah life in a rocking chair

Please get ex-lover to fix kitchen table

Wouldn't you rather be dead, dear

Such a pleasure that suicide is #1 Best seller

Ah to be in orbit for 3 months weightless and pissing in a straw

Then you have no country and they are selling your spaceship

Perhaps puppets for a fascinating hobby

More people talking about themselves

Please serve more sliced snore baloney on bread

 

 

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SPENDING MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY AS A CAMERA IN A NOSECONE OF A BOMB DROPPED ON BAGHDAD

 

Blessed am I, the Peacemaker

ending back black and white

Transmissions to all you Happy

Holidayers in homeland Big USA.

Yet us not be cynical, let us

Not mince - of the half million

Or so civil deaths in Iraq, not

A single face shall appear on time,

Primetime, anytime at all. Not very

Multicultural of us, I would say.

Crack your frozen eyes on collateral

Damage. No tears - I'm cross-haired

Acute and proud, down the chimney

With presents all the empty rooms.

 

 

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WHAT LOVE IS AND WHERE IT WENT

 

Being A Love Poem At The End Of The 20th Century, Yet Still Full Of Do, Move And I Mean It, Sans Cynicism, Nihilism, Or BS, Guaranteed Emphatic With 100% Validity, Fidelity, And I Don't Even Have To Tell You What Else, What It Is, Was And Shall Be, Because The Very Smell Of You, Inserted Here In The Lingoland Language Of Poetry's Essence Is Simply A Resonance Of Your Absolute Quintessence, And I As The Poet Or Perhaps Signified Herewith As "The Lover," Cannot Leave Well Enough Alone, It All Being Naught But A Metaphor For What Happens Every Night On Your Side Of The Bed, And In My Head, Where The Dream Is Realized, Where I Can Say Love And Signify In The Same Breath, And No Pretense, Because I'm Holding My Breath So Tight I Could Squeeze My Heart Out, Out Here, Where You Can See It And Comment On It, But What The Fuck, Thank God You Always Forgive My Hoopla Scruple Faux Pas, Like My Orgasmimg When You Walk In The Room, Like Sweating External Arteries And Picking Up Blindisms When You Look My Way, Like Falling On The Floor And Rolling On My Back Until I'm All-Fours Reversed, Tongue Out And Lolling, Letting Out With A Mighty "Woof Woof" As You Run By, Glancing Down As I Actually Utter Something Quite Intelligible, Like A "Like To Pet My Tummy?" Kind Of Thing, So Many Faux Pas I Realize I Pluralize, Now It's Faux Pases, But I Can't Stop, That's When I Realize That It's Ok Not To Have Anything To Say, To Just Lie There That Way, Somebody's Head On Somebody Else's Shoulder, And Hair Flowing Out And Over And Covering Like The Sea, Well, That's When I Think I Should Maybe Ahem Sing A Ring Do The Thing Thing, Let It Out With A Shout No Doubt About All Smell Sight Sound Of You, That's He That's She That's You That's Me That's We, As If The Other (You) Were Really The Real Me, No Duplicity, To Duplicate The City That Is, What? The Masterpiece Of Pre-rot? The Essence Of The Opposite Of The Ultimate In Construction? Realizing That We Walk, We Just Walk Into It, That We Keep On Moving Into It, Then, "Frontward, There!" "Get That Nose Prow Out There," For Even When You Move In A So-called Backward Direction Time Still Carries You Forward, And There, Suddenly, There It Is, The Notion That Time Carries Forward, And Love, What Time Carries Is Love, And That's Maybe Getting Closer But Maybe Not Because It Was Just A Thought I Had Alone One Night That Went From I Couldn't Imagine Your Being Here To I Couldn't Imagine Your Not Being Here, And That Was How It All Began

 

 

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ZAP: A PERFORMANCE NOVEL

 

You walk on stage.

 

Right.

 

Zap.

 

You walk on stage, there is no stage, it's just a stage you're going through, right? The whole world's a page. You turn it, you bend at the corner, you turn yourself in.

 

You turn yourself into your lover, like wow. Zip. Like now. Zap.

 

No sense.

 

 

Chapter 2: The Wandering Neandrathal

 

Censorship vs. editing, or what the cave paintings told my producer.

 

Did you ever notice how (walk to other side) you like certain things? But other things you do not?

 

Maybe this is a little bit too much to take in all at once. Maybe we should just start with (begin to bleed from mouth) the entire art industry. For what is to make but to make art, I mean money?

 

Dear Reader, the Cynical Author has been shot. Won't have to deal with cave paintings or producers anymore anymore.

 

It is not raining.

 

Chapter 3 Tra La La

 

Blithely aswat

All suns fall at once

Ah morning

Tangent videos

Clobber the socket

Nomo nomo

Rest in rip, Quip

Quandry out to dry

Leftover outtakes

 

! The pleasure was mine, ours really, and all at once. Thanks for the visit, the art, the goose. We'll be your way soon - watch for us!

 

Chapter 4

 

The sun also takes vacations.

 

Love on a quite kind of current (rushes across stage) rushes across stage. Ain't it sweet?

 

Frankly, I'll sing the Love Light for Lite Love

 

Frankly I'll sit down here [Do not sit own]

 

The sun? Did someone repeat a thought?

 

 

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try another year?